I am writing after long a month. No, its not the writer’s block. It is simply a state where nothing attracts me. I feel too passive to write or read. I know, a blogger like me who once considered his blog buddies as something treasure in life has lost his readers except very few. As I have become irregular in blogs. It has been a long time I don’t visit many of the blogs which I was like a routine work once. This is something I really don’t wish to.
I started blogging with few generous hearts who used to read my scribbles regularly. I think I was not worth for it then! I didn’t write something very thought-provoking, informative but few feelings of me! But I really found some nice moments around reading, writing and commenting. It was something that stirred a feeling of ‘No Emptiness’ in me. I believe this is the feeling that keeps us moving forward. I love those days, I miss those days!
May be after the graduation, the jobs and other things has taken me to such state. May be its too crucial time for life, along with some other things continued I have to think for the better things. I am waiting for a serendipity to come to my life. An occasion that will change the life, an occasion that will take me to something dreamy state. I have been waiting for a time…. a time to take a long breathe, the breathe of satisfactions…
But I am feeling a little different today! I don’t care whatever come to my life. I will try and hope it will come someday. Something I have been waiting for so long… a real happiness!
No more scribbling for today! But I am back again I hope. I will be regular to My Random Thoughts, Scribbler Utters, Stung by the splendor of a crazy thought, Perceptions, Arbitrary Thoughts, life of IHM and many other favorite blogs whom I have been following for so longgg…. I have already managed my ‘Google Reader’ newly so that I won’t miss the new posts anymore. Here I come buddies!
Footnote: this is really a wired post. I just kept on typing and things came up like this. But whatever! I had been thinking such things so that is I! why to edit it? thanks for reading these ragged feelings anyway! best wishes! 🙂