A ‘Lost’ Tale


I know this is my fault. I am losing my things. I am going to loss my good times, my cutest friends, my heartfelt joys, my campus days, my student life. As if, it is the time to lose myself!

And another concern is, I have lost my readers over here. I had taken a long gap, no doubt. But the thing is, the people I used to find around are no longer available. So while you see you had something and you lost them… this is simply a pain.

And the worst part is, My professor of my thesis called me that day and told that the thing I have done is okay, but will not be enough for my graduation! :shock:
I would have to extend some more features with it and otherwise…. he didn’t say any word… Probably it could be the worst situation I ever had..

But I know, what I did, is enough. Is much a bigger work. But as my supervisor asked me to do more, I will have to do more!! My thesis submission date is 10 April, 2010.

May be I have been changed for several mental pressures and “lost” feelings, therefore my attitude has thrust me to loss my close friends, creating a gap with them …. People are getting me wrong. No doubt, it is going a tough time for me!

May Allah bless me. I wish your prayers to overcome this situation. Probably this is the last obstacle to be a graduate, an engineer. But before that, a long way to go! :(

I love blogging, this is my passion. If I breathe on earth, I would be around ‘Lights and Shadows’ inshaAllah, I will be around my buddies, my bro n sis.

But for now? My thesis, and nothing else….
Thanks for going through my scribbles…..

Behind These Hazel Eyes


I am writing after many days. And this is again with a song!
Well, I think you should pardon me. Because, whatever my this post is, matter is, I could write! In different times, I heard the term “writers block” from my blog buddies. Just imagine, while I go every time with this block, how could I make me satisfied?

Now about the song. I am gonna share a lyric of the song “behind the hazel eyes”… a romantic title as well ! LOL

But I really liked the title, so I used it in my blog post title too! And at the same time the lyric is cool also! It is stated below, enjoy! :)

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin’ could go wrong

Now I can’t breathe
No, I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
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My Old Nature


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ish any of my blog buddies could easily mark me as a lazy cat. Very often posts any blog post. Last one has almost passed a month. And then many days gone, but no expressions from me!!

Actually, me exam was scheduled from 25 January. But due to some circumstances it is re-scheduled on 18 February. During this free days of postponed time, I was at my sweet home. I passed a week with my brothers, sisters, Sister in law, brother in laws and some other relatives…
It was a great time no doubt :)

But after then, I came back and my thesis supervisor sir called me up :shock: My professor then employed me for some works and I did it with my utmost concentration. He told me to stop the thesis works for some days and resume it again after the final exam. Most probably my final exam would be finished on 5 March.

I do express my heartfelt gratitude to my friends who has visited to my blog in the mean time and found nothing new :( I have my desire to be regular over here… but can’t manage.

I know my readers has been reduced at a large scale. Regularity in blogging is very important I do feel….
Wish I would be able to make things okay in the days to come.

Wish to go for now. Take care friends.
— Should I mention my name your names whom do I miss in my blog?
— Okay, just feel it.
— How would you feel?
— Listen, if you find my comment in your posts… then just feel that I miss you in here.

Wish me for my upcoming exam please. Till then, Cheers!! :D

It is going at last!

A year is gone again.
I feel I have moved one more stepped to my death, to an ultimate termination of life…

There were many things to write, because there are many many thoughts I feel. But I feel them in different times, not altogether…
I can feel the days of my childhood while we awaited for the new year. The waiting was to celebrate a new year for its new occasions in life. The occasion of buying new books, new pencils, new pens and scrapbooks, color pencils, erasers and sharpeners, new school uniforms….

I still could feel my madly affection for the new books and their smells. I loved the ‘new-book’ smells… like anything…

sigh… :(
All of these are just memories.. Sweet memories of the past, sweet feelings of the childhood…. In these days, I do not even feel a charm for new year! :shock: yah, true! I have no more chance for upgrading my class now, as I am about to finish my classes of undergrad program withing 3-4 days..

Now, I am tensed for finishing old term, anxious for accomplishing my undergrad studies… Don’t know what I am gonna do next–in the new year :cry: Don’t know whether I would do jobs, whether I will go to try for higher studies, whether I would remain at my room for searching work in this world…..

But whatever it is, the year 2009 is going away! New year is coming in life… Wish all my friends had a nice year. Hope the best for you all :)

Confusions in Making a Decision

I know it has a been long time while I posted the last blog post. It takes time not for my busyness of life, rather it is simply for my lacking in my initiatives… I think about many things everyday, but it becomes a hard work for lazy cat like me to type them on for the blog.

And that is it…. I am away from the virtual friends…. can’t share very recent few feelings from my part…though some interesting events, frustrating events have happened in my life.

I have few confusions still regarding my blogging. Sometimes I wish to post good, interesting, thoughtful and standard posts like my blogging Guru Reema, Color me sunshine, Smitha and many others… And sometimes I think to be like Titaxy, Dew, Psych Babbler, Chatterbox, Nu for many many sharing of life with blog friends. And I haven’t mentioned many others name whom I like a lot to read…. :( Never mind friends, I remember you daily :)
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My Irregularity: Laziness or Else?


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think I am not a good blogger. For last few days, everyday I had a wish to write on a specific matter… but for some unknown reasons, I couldn’t make any way out…. can’t make my wishes to a reality….

I am completely a lazy boy with very little enthusiasm.. :(
Is it? :shock: I am not sure actually… because, I am going with some problems and busyness :(
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I am back!

And at last I could back! :D :D I am back after long 21 days..

During the time, I was in excursion of 10 days, had tours to many beautiful places through the country… had enjoyed a lot… then had vacation without computer :( so I was disconnected from my blogging friends, whom I missed a lot…..

Now I am back hopefully. Wishing to be regular again in reading the blog posts of my friends, sharing my views with them! :) So I wish you back again on my blog, help me to start this journey again with full acceleration :)

I would certainly share my tour photos with you as I told you before in the previous post. But trust me, We have taken 15 GB of photos :shock: :shock: in our tour. We had visited 5 places of natural beauty. I am just confused how could I search good photos from nearly 4 thousand photos! :roll: :roll:

In future, I would tell you in brief description of those places along with the photos that was taken by me and by us (friends of my department). Would you like to be shared, huh? :D

During these days of my absence in blog, Nu has awarded me in this post :D I am honored.. Thanks to her :) Thank you Nupur… thanks a lot! You are a good friend… :D :D :D
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